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( Hmm, I just deleted a draft which I had typed a long paragraph of my recent life. )

Hey, I'm back :) Once again, I changed my blog design. I will change the blog design according to my mood. The main colour of my blog is yellow and... The combination of blue and green? ( If you could remember, this combination was same as the colour of my previous design :P ) I will not say so much about the design lar, as you can see, it is quite simple and I do not need to explain so much about it :D

Well, let's back to my recent life. Three months time has passed in the blink of an eye. My trial exam passed too. Result? I haven't got it yet, but I knew that it won't be good as I didn't prepare myself enough in the exam. I admit that I spent most of my free time in watching drama, reading novel, doing nonsense things but not studying and I started my revision, 1 week before the exam I think. But, I think it is good for me, to make myself sad and depress. I'm trying to make myself realise the importance of exam. To make myself do not over-confident in any exam. I need to get a good lesson for me myself :)

In the past three months, I think that I have grown a little bit mature maybe. I started to think more mature, think of every consequence before I make any decision. But I think it is still not enough, I have to be more and more mature :) I'm actually not as strong as I think ; I'm not as smart as I think ; I'm not as good as I think. I'm still learning how to be a better, stronger and more mature person. Life is a process of learning, I could not agree more about this quote.

I learnt to accept other's opinion in the past three months. My friend used to say that I'm a bit arrogant in somewhere. I wish to change, and I'm changing and I hope I can change. I never ask about my friend that whether I have changed but I will ask her in one day. Sometimes, others' opinion is actually really important in helping yourself to be a better person. But, many people used to say that 'Hey, don't really care what others' talking about you. 'You can't control what others' thinking.' 'You can't fulfill everyone's demand.' These words are useful for me when I felt depress and sad sometimes. But once I went through it, I will start thinking, am I really wrong in this case? Am I doing something which is wrong? Should I listen and accept her criticism? All these question will jump out in my mind. And I will start to think. I think that this might be the process of being a more mature person :P Nothing much to say, just want to advise everyone who is reading this post, never be afraid to learn, to accept and to change. Maybe their words are sword, but, it is really useful and important for you.

Time to pen off. Good night and thanks for reading my post till the end.

- Jing

To Someone / D-5

Hey, my dear readers! I'm here again to update my blog :P Hmm, my last update was 4 months ago. Okay, I know that I didn't keep my promise as I had promised y'll to update my blog frequently :) The reason why I didn't update my blog is due to my laziness /--\\' This is my 'style' LOL

Okay, as you all can see, I have re-designed my lovely blog with a... Green colour? For me it's actually a combination of green and blue okay :P By the way, I love this design so much ♥ Credits to colorpicker.com and also the idea of the box above ↑ which I got it from blogskins.com ( As I had forgotten about the owner of this idea, so sorry that couldn't mention his/her name here :l ) So, just kindly enjoy the design and leave me some comments in the chatbox if you have any idea about it :)

Back to my school life, 4 months passed with tuition, study and revision life. It's really common for someone whom is going to sit for SPM. BUT! I had totally wasted this three-week-holiday! *sob sob* It's okay. I accepted this truth as this is the last indulgence which I give to myself. After holiday, it's the time for me to 'pia' again! Many of my friends were going to state library and doing their revision there. This made me so stress :( Oh ya, my mid-term results came out. Don't ask me how is it. I'm satisfied with it so far :P Details will post on the next update as I am still not sure about my position in class because of some technical problem of teacher by adding an Account mark to my result /..\\ PEKCEK!

I have spent my holiday on watching drama / reading novels / tuition and some other entertainments. I felt totally relax in this holiday. I tried not to get distract on other things which make me feel upset, such as FRIENDSHIP. This is always my problem. I have no idea that was my personality which make me get into this trouble? Maybe I'm someone which is not suitable to get into any friendship? Sometimes, it just make me feel bored about all of this and I would have an idea that: maybe I'm just not suite into these kinds of relationship.

 Just a little words to someone,
' Maybe you do not know that I'm very upset towards you until I wished we aren't friends any more. Maybe you knew it and thought that I'm not reasonable on this. But, after being friends for almost 5 years, you should know me well that I'm someone whom is really calculative on some small matters. Or maybe you just ignore about it. By the way, I have to say thanks to you that you had given me the happy moments though. I experienced many 'first time' with you. First time you are the one whom saw me cried in front of friends. First time you are the one whom we will write a secret diary and exchange it ourselves. First time talking some handsome leng zai(s) privately in a 555 book. Maybe you have forgotten about all of these, but, I'm still remembered everything of these. But, no matter how, it had passed and it is not going to happen again :) '

Hey, paused awhile after typing a long long paragraph :P Just having a delicious supper with my 'biu sou'. Thanks for her supper - spaghetti anyway. Hmm, I actually enjoy chit-chatting with my 'biu sou' HEHE I always chit-chat with her till the midnight. Don't ask about the content we chat, it is something like 女人心事 LOL *joke* Anyway, I found that it is quite relax to chat with her as actually in some way, we are same-minded people :)

Okay, it is time for me to stop as you know, it is 0326 now :) I will try my best to update more these days but my life is actually dull and bored and it is nothing interesting to update my blog everyday >.0 v

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♥ By xiaobii - 20140611 - 0326

Update .

♥ 倘若失去会难过    那不如一开始就不曾拥有

好吧。我终于舍得滚来更新了。话说啊，我 MS 要把部落格给荒废了 /..\ 四个月没有更新了吧哈。其实我也不想的，但是真的没有时间，加上有时间的时候也懒下懒下，所以就... 大家都知道的嘛 :P

中五的生活开始变得很忙了。然后报考 SPM 的科目也确认了。总共是 11 科，Account 我把它给 drop 了，拿了华文文学。学校没有教的一科，靠补习老师了昂 -v- 可能有人会问吧，为什么要 drop Account 反而拿华文文学。Erm. 就当老娘一时脑袋秀逗吧。再来月考成绩出了。Bio -v- 老娘的死穴啊啊啊啊啊啊啊 T___T 这次的成绩都不错 then 这个生物毁了成绩册 囧

题外话。五年的友情诶。一句我怕你们生气，所以才选择骗你们就毁了。真的，什么时候都坦诚相见吧，吵过哭过总好过欺骗过。

还有就是终于把《来自星星的你》给看完了。原本月考的时候就已经大结局了，我可是忍了很久才坚持等到考完试后看的，委屈死老娘了（众：你是委屈啥 - - 额。反正追完就是了，老实说昂，老娘最抗拒不了的就是 B A C K H U G ! 我是认真的，我最喜欢的 scene 就是 BACK HUG 了 T^T 都敏俊完全大发，帅死了 ♥ 千颂伊整个可爱死了，不知为啥，我真的很喜欢千颂伊这个角色 XD 尤其是她说英语的那一 part, 声音完全 sexy :P

接下来我还有《主君的太阳》、《急诊男女》要看 ! :P 额，我的年终考貌似要来临了，还是专心读书吧 :(

对了对了 ! 我的小 Quincy 出来了昂 ♥ 眼睛很大很美啊啊啊啊啊啊啊 老娘嫉妒啊啊啊 Btw, 侄女妈咪的舅母竟然说 BABY 像我诶 - v - 这个有待确认 XD 下次更新一篇专门关于我的小晴希的  嘻嘻嘻 我再次当了表姑 其实我是姐姐吼 没那么老 -v-

Erm 就这样吧，下次见，我词穷了 ~ ~ ~